I have loved and won. I’ve loved and won and lost. I have loved, won, lost, longed and recovered. I think if most of us are honest, we all have. Everyone has at least one unrequited love story. In fact, few things bring the heart more sorrow than unresolved love. For as poetic is sounds on paper it is far more heart wrenching when lived out.
Tonight, I wanted to simply encourage the person who maybe experience heart hurt of any kind. To you I say:
Let your heart be at rest.
Know that if it’s meant to be, in the end it will be. And if your life is meant to take a different path, in the end, that will be as well. Either way, learn to accept what God allows and let your heart be at rest.
One of my favorite scriptures is, “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). Isn’t it interesting the order of restoration to that verse? God will not only wants to mend you back together, but he wants you to receive complete healing. Looking good on the outside and falling apart on the inside just won’t do with God. No, He wants you complete, whole and lacking nothing, so that you can be of greater us to the Kingdom AND so that when the time comes for you to love, you will do so with a pure heart and open spirit.
Trust, I know you may not see it now but, ALL pain has an expiration date. Just keep allowing God to mend and heal you. Keep your eyes fixed on God and the work He has for you. Rest your heart in His hands and watch as He not only heals you, but walks you into all the promises purposed for you.
So, that’s all. Just felt the need to encourage anyone who may be experiencing any type of heartache. Know that you are worthy of love and God has not forgotten you. He can’t…
Keep trusting Him.
The Chaste Life
Who are you?
I’m mean who are you, REALLY?
Who are you in front of your friends? What about your co-workers? Family? Are you consistently the same person or is there a difference? And do you allow people to impose their views of who they think you should be?
Just a little food for thought…
Can I just keep 100? I’m tired. I’m tired of seeing my sisters measure themselves according to images in magazines. I’m tired of my brothers measuring themselves according to their bank accounts. I’m tired of people being verbally beat up by standards that aren’t real and aren’t accurate. I’m tired of counseling people who were previously ill “counseled” via someone’s misguided social media “rant” masked as advice. And hear my heart; I know all aren’t negative. In fact, I’m blessed to know some amazing ministers, life coaches, leaders and certified experts that give GREAT, constructive advice via social media as well as other platforms. Yet, today I’m speaking of those words that just are godly and simply don’t edify. Those things that wound people more than help. See, I believe if we can get back to the basics of who God says we are, we’ll be a lot less likely to fall into listening to the negative chatter that would attempt to try to derail our worth.
Now, I’m sure some are like, “Okay, that’s cool Nikki but how do I get back to owning my worth?” Well, I’m glad you asked…
In short, start simply and think on these things:
- What does the bible say about me?
This is important because if our foundation isn’t rooted in God’s defining, then everything else we build on will be in vain.
- Daily affirm who God says that you are and surround yourself with people who will do the same.
Now, I’m not speaking of surrounding yourself with “yes men” or people who won’t hold you accountable. No, I’m speaking of people who will correct you when you’re wrong, yet affirm the positive things about you when you’re right. Also, knowing that the word of God reminds us (Proverbs 18:21) of the power of speaking life, it’s important for you, to hear YOU speak over and declare health to your OWN esteem. Remember, if we don’t know our worth, how can we expect anyone else to?
- Counteract negative self talk with positive thoughts of victories past.
The nature of some people is to focus more on the things that have went wrong in life, over the things that have went right. Subsequently, we often find it difficult to see all of the beautiful things God has done and all of the many ways God has brought us through. I have discovered that if you can keep yourself in remembrance of the victories of times past, you are more likely to believe that God can do the same thing again. It’s like the old adage, that’s been made popular by Tye Tribbett’s song…”If He did it before…He can do it again…’
In closing, there are many more points that would aid in embracing identity and worth, but I believe that these three give us a good starting point. My prayer is that not only would something shared here, bless you but it would cause you to see who God has called you to be in the COMPLETE sense of the word.
So, that all.
Always remember you are God’s design, not what “man” dictates. You are not the sum of your mistakes. You are a product of His grace. You are not a mere object. You are not your career, nor your skill. You are not what “they” want you to be…quite simply…you’re His reflection…
Keep walking in it.
The Chaste Life
Today kicks off our series on worth!!!
This series was initially started as a result of seeing a need. Long story short, I saw a need for a positive and accurate approach of how WE appropriate the word, “worth” and with the help of the Holy Spirit, I wanted to share, according to scripture, what the true meaning, intent and design for the word, “worth.”
Real talk, in a society that is so bent on ascribing worth to stuff, I just really wanted to get to the bottom of what God had to say about all of this…so, I sought understanding…
Also, let me say, through this series, I don’t expect everyone to always carry the same perspective, nor always agree. I do believe however, that some light will be shed on the topic and ultimately my desire is that we would all come into the true knowledge of how fearfully and wonderfully made we are…I truly believe when we know who we are, we’ll never be shaken by someone’s misappropriation of who we are. When we know who we are we’ll never settle for less than God’s will for our lives and most of all, when we know who we are, we’ll know our purpose and fulfill our GOD-given destiny.
In conclusion, in this series you will discover some writings as well as some videos and other points of inspiration. If you should have any questions, please feel free to email directly at, firstname.lastname@example.org. Truly, I’m looking forward to sharing with you what God has given to me….
And with that being said, let the journey begin…
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“LET’S SPILL THE TEA, PEOPLE!!!”
Okay, so whether we call it, “keeping it real” or “spilling the tea,” the action remains the same. It’s all GOSSIP!
Of course, most don’t begin their gossiping as curt as my opening in this blog, but I used those words to paint the point. In essence, that’s what someone is saying when they open fire on a subject or person. It often starts with common phrases like,
“Bro, I just want to ‘warn’ you about so and so…” “Girl, I’m not sure about such and such but did you hear…because I heard…” Some even take the more religious approach to gossip, speaking in the tense of, “Be careful aligning with…because I sense in my spirit that…”
It’s all very crafty when you think about it. For whatever reason, some just seem to always find themselves on the giving end or receiving end of someone’s agenda laced gossip. So, what do you do? How do you handle someone speaking negative words about you? What do you do when the person gossiping is not handling the perceived “ought” the way the Matthew 18:15 instructs? In short, how do we rectify a “wrong” or gossip?
First, let’s get to the basics. According to notable theologian Dan Phillips, gossip can be defined as “…saying behind a person’s back what you would never say to his or her face.” On the opposite scale, flattery can mean “…saying to a person’s face what you would never say behind his or her back.” Also, I think it’s important to note, just because we WOULD say it to someone’s face, doesn’t make it okay either. Remember, it’s not always what we say…but how we say it…
Next, let’s talk about the “why” behind gossip. What I’ve discovered is the answers given are almost never the REAL reason behind the sharing of gossip. When really getting to the root of it gossip is more of a mirror into the heart of person gossiping, than a window out to the person being gossiped about. In short, it’s an insecurity thing. See, anything that attempts to attack your character, is often afraid of your influence. And the way a gossiping spirit attempts to hinder influence is by attacking credibility under the guise of “doing the greater good,” “telling it like it is” or “dispensing godly justice.”
Think back. Someone gossiped to you and says they’re just “keeping it real.” If you’re me, what I immediately do is take into consideration the whole pattern of the gossipers behavior.
Again, what I’ve discovered is if every time you speak to someone they manage to interject someone else’s name into the conversation, chances are, there’s an agenda there and ultimately they’re looking to influence me their opinion. Social studies have also proven people often bond over a common “enemy.” Common enemies are often created by what? You guessed it -divisive gossip. Again, there are many layers to the cancerous actions behind gossip. Nevertheless, when being brought gossip here are some things to consider/ask according to Phillip;
- “Why are you telling me this?”
- “What’s the difference between what you’re telling me and gossip?”
- “How is your telling me that thought, that complaint, that information going to help you and me love God and our brothers (sisters) better, and knit us closer together as a church in Christ’s love?”
Asking questions holds ALL of us accountable and helps BOTH parties to see gossip for what it is and to help work toward a resolution, rather than simply dishing unkind and often untrue information. Also, it’s important to dismantle the excuse behind the gossip. In my years of counseling, I’ve heard every excuse imaginable in an effort to justify gossip. Everything from “I’m keeping it one-hundred” to “…well, it’s the truth!” to “…that person needs to be exposed!” I’ve even heard people claiming, “God said…”
The whole cancer of it again, is unfortunate. Gossip is no respecter of high title, following or anointing. It can flow freely from even the most “spiritual elite” of us. What’s even more disheartening is that some, in an attempt to expose others, really only end up unmasking their own hearts, and insecurities. And although we could pause right here to exegete the scriptures and give the order of how God reveals, heals and delivers, I will say this. Let us always keep in mind God does everything in order. Correction speaks directly, in love and for the restoring of others.
Lastly, I want to speak to those who may have or currently experiencing some time of slander or misunderstanding. My word for you is simply to stay encouraged. The reality is, we ALL have or will face some type of misgivings at some point in life. But like James MacDonald says, “nothing helps us more through a season of injustice than time.” Trust, God will vindicate you in time. Just make sure that if there is something that needs to be corrected on your end, you take responsibility to do your part to correct it. Then leave God to do the rest. Live upright and trust God to fight for you.
See, in the end, rumors really don’t matter. And it doesn’t even matter how “credible” a gossiper may appear or how “sound” they may sound. When God is for you, not only will you stand, you’ll flourish. Remember, GOD has an amazing way of proving you right, without you ever having to say a word (Exodus 14:14.)
So, keep your head up! It may take a week. It may take a month. It may even take some years, but know this; God will always stay true to His word. Just continue to SINCERELY pray for those who speak ill of you. Really, just because they got the report wrong doesn’t mean it can’t be made right. Plus, God loves them just like He loves you and at the end of the day, it’s not HIS desire that ANYONE should perish. Pray God gives them a heart like His…that their words might follow.
So, that’s all. Just wanted to send of a word of encouragement to any who needed it. You will make it through the test and you will outlive it.
God’s got it.
Nikki Washington, The Chaste Life
Happy “Love Week” all!
Now, let me just preface this blog by saying I’m not generally a “fan” of “Hallmark Holidays.” However, I do understand and believe in the importance and necessity of celebrating love, as a whole. It’s with that in mind, that I offer this short, sweet and to the point blog.
Let’s talk about sex…
Just kidding…No, if you want to know about sex and God’s original intent for sex, you can pre-order and checkout my book, “The Pleasure Principle…” (shameless plug ) Now, if you’d like insight on all things love, this blog is for YOU!
I HIGHLY recommend checking out, “The Five Love Languages” by Gary Chapman. I read the book initially some years ago and recently picked it up again. I find it to be a timeless book and one filled with great insight on the many love languages as a whole.
From “Acts of Service” (my primary language) to “Words of Affirmation” and a couple of additional languages in between, there’s something for everyone to identify with, and not just for yourself, but so that you can identify the communication style of you mate, children and even friends.
So, before you run out and buy those roses. Before you cook that dinner. Take a little time to review the love language of the one you love. In doing so, not only may you save yourself some misdirected energy, you’ll discover the best way to express love to those you love. At the end of the day, that’s what it’s really all about. Celebrating the people in our lives, in the ways that matter to THEM most…
So, for those of you who decide to celebrate February 14th, consider this… Whether you choose to celebrate family, friends or your loved one, take a little time and thought into how they receive, and then allow His love to shine through you.
The Chaste Life
Do you have questions about purity, purpose or even practical things? Email me at email@example.com and your question may be selected for our “video of the week” (vlog). Also, although the questions will be answered in the order received, I do respond to all of them personally, so please be a little patient with ya girl, as it may take time, depending on the number of emails in the queue. (Note: questions used for the “vlog of the week” will ALWAYS be read anonymously).
Additionally, I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for your kind words and encouragement about my new book! January 14th can’t get here fast enough, LOL! “The Pleasure Principle; the Truth about holding Out, when you want to get it In” has truly been a labor of love. The words shared come from my heart, and my prayer is that it blesses you and anyone you may gift the book to as well.
Lastly, some of you have been asking about my speaking engagements and where you may be able to find me. In times past, I never post my travels, but next year I will begin to post some of them, depending on the accessibility of the event, etc.
Also, for booking you can email firstname.lastname@example.org and we will reply with the necessary info.
Thanks again you guys for all that you do and for the love and support! Last week, we had a RECORD amount of readers, yay!! Feel free to not just read but COMMENT, so that we can encourage our fellow brothers and sisters in the faith as well, amen? Amen!!
The Chaste Life
So…I’ve written a book…
“The Pleasure Principle: The Naked Truth about holding Out -when you want to get It in.“ is THAT book. It’s that candid conversation you have with your best friend. It’s those heartfelt words written across your journal. That whispered prayer that ascends from your heart to God’s ear. Yeah…this is that book…
January 28, 2014, I will be sharing “The Pleasure Principle…” with the world. My desire is someone would see God’s goodness and the simplicity of His grace.
For years, I’ve shared my testimony of virginity, but never have I shared in this way before. This book is, hands down, the most naked book I have ever penned (pun intended).
See, when I first began in ministry, the road was so different. When I was young all I had to do was allow God to keep me, which honestly wasn’t that difficult because wasn’t nobody checkin’ for the kid, lol. Pardon my English, but I had to say it how I felt it. :) Seriously, now some years later there are so many more elements to maintaining this stance of purity.
From skeptics, to critics, to even having to clarify the true definition of virginity, I’ve seen and heard it all…and I get it. It’s the world we live in. Plus, not to mention having to submit to God the tenants of my own sexual desires. Truly, it’s a miracle God has graced me to come this far at all. God has been faithful.
“The Pleasure Principle…” is more than a purity read, it’s a discussion. It’s a candid conversation for married and unmarried alike about God’s true intent for sex. At the end of the day, my prayer is something shared blesses you, reaches you and causes you to see sex in it’s proper context, as a gift from God, rather than a forbidden desire.
It’s real. It’s raw. It’s relatable.
Are you ready?
“The Pleasure Principle…” It’s coming….1/28/14
The Chaste Life
Giving someone a false complement -1.9
Entertaining gossip -3.1
Skipping a tithe -4.2
I listed the above because I wanted paint a picture of what some of us do when it comes to “weighing” sin. It’s like we judge sin on a scale or meter to according to social acceptability. Now, I’m sure opinions and scales vary, but my point remains the same. It’s so odd when you think about it. We look at our own shortcomings and think we’re “not so bad” and then look at the sins of others and turn our noses up. As if we’ve earned salvation… As if ALL haven’t sinned and fallen short. As if when we see the shortcomings of others, we shouldn’t be reminded of the grace on our own lives…
As I watched the news and heard tragedy after tragedy my heart became heavy. And as to where some would look at the sin of others and judge, that’s just not the heart of me….
Really, how could I look at others and not consider myself? No, I don’t life a life of sin nor do I sin that grace may abound. However, I just like you am HUMAN and come with my own set of flaws and things that God has to workout in me too. And the ONLY reason why I am ANY good that I am, is not me…but the grace of God.
See, what I’ve discovered is it doesn’t matter who we are or where we’ve been, the reality is we ALL need God. So, a long time ago I decided, rather than writing people off or giving opinions laced in judgement and critique, how about I just love people, and allow GOD to deal with the rest…
See, I wrote these words tonight in hopes of encouraging two people. Those who are living under condemnation because of their past. And those who are living in a prison of their own self-righteousness. The message is simple:
Trust, God didn’t save the saint because they were “so good” nor is unable to save the sinner because they’re “so bad.” He saves because HE’S just that good. And because He’s that good, our reasonable service is to at least strive to live a life that pleases Him. So, to you who need encouragement, I say keep growing! Keep pressing toward the mark. Keep letting God make, mold and shape you.
It’s a good thing.
The Chaste Life
Tonight I speak to everyone with a dream, a vision or a heart for helping others. Know that when God gives you an assignment, NOTHING else matters outside of His word spoken to you. Don’t fall for the lie the enemy would try to feed you, that causes you to think that you have to be perfect, have the highest level of education or even know the right “people.” Trust, when God is in it, none of that stuff even matters.
Now, hear my heart, everything has it’s proper place and is useful for life, so by no means am I discouraging being prepared for our callings. I am however saying, that at the end of the day…NOTHING ELSE weighs more heavily than GOD’S hand on your life and His purpose navigating your path. NOTHING! And trust, I don’t speak from a place of knowledge only, but experience. See, for me, nothing in this life has been handed to me.
From the days of my youth, to beginning in ministry, to ultimately starting a magazine and even writing books, I was not the person who got the “backing” In my life, from beginning to end, it has been nothing short of the grace of God that allowed me to work my row and produce His harvest. Even when some couldn’t see why God favored me, He still did…for that I’m truly grateful.
Through no good of my own, my life has been an echo of what the Psalmist wrote, “…For promotion cometh neither from the east, nor from the west, nor from the south. It is God who judges: He brings one down, He exalts another.” — Psalm 75:6
In other words, when GOD is backing you, every principality has to bow! When GOD is backing you NO devil in can stop you. When GOD is backing you, you don’t need a hook-up or a handout. All you need is His word, and your faith. Really, God is GOD. And if we serve a God that can only promote according to who approves and who doesn’t that what kind of god do we serve? Selah…
I’m not sure who this is for, but to all those concerned about the particulars, take rest in Him. Just keeping serving HIM, keep working your lane and trust, God will align you with what is purposed for you in time.
And you won’t have to politic. No, your promotion will come with no shadiness. Remember, God honors the pure in heart. And, no matter what type of adversity you face, if you hold on to His word, walk in integrity and keep going, you will see God’s manifested promises.
So, stay the course.
It’s a Romans 8:31 kind of season…
The Chaste Life
Tonight, is simply about one thing; knowing OUR worth. To any that need encouragement, take heart…
You are worth it.
You are worth the wait. You are worth the work and you are worth going the distance for…
Never allow life or a person or a social status or even a circumstance, to cause you to forget how valuable you truly are… remember, you are not the sum of your trials…you’re a product of HIS grace…keep growing.
So, that’s it. Just wanted to encourage all those who need it…I’ve come to discover…sometimes it’s the simplest words….that carry the most weight…
The Chaste Life